Vulnerable one

I was busy in many days passed taking good care of my dear daughter. This wonderful Thursday afternoon here I am setting inside our car with my daughter while my husband do fishing for the second time.Thanks for this new iphone that I have I could able to update this blog.

I was terrified yesterday evening after my daughter vomiting. 3 times in every 1 hour that made me cried of nervous!watching her being sick was the worst I ever had. Today she is active and seems in her normal play,but I KEEP ON EYE TO HER ALL THE TIME.

Going out and have fresh air I think is the best. No best medicine for her "puking" aside from breastfeed her as usual.I skip the other food that she have right now because it could might give her "vomet"again. I don't like to go back and rush in the hospital . This bacteria that spread in the air which now  strike in many areas of Gothenburg. We called this sickness"kräksjuka"in Swedish, the cause of "Calicivirus"  I think stomack disease in english or "puke disease"?" I'm not really sure how to say it in English language. Thank you for reading have a nice day.

early age for make up

I am not directly impressed of what I've saw in the news on tv yesterday. It was about girls around 10 years old using make up "daily". Have make up while they are in school,wow!. I reacted may be exaggeratedly because I grow up in different culture but I reflected this things over last night my culture is not the big issue. Those who may read this blog of mine might thought that I am a conservative person that does not like changes. My defence is, it depends on the fact!

We knew all that our society has change a great deal. Yes we are in the year under 2011 but why make up in early age? what is the massage that kids wanted to announce? I am a mother now,and I find hard to accept this kind of (young girls trend) in this democratic country. I will of course vote for using make up but in the right time of age. Their are  occasion or an events that little kids needs to use make up. An exception is accepted out from this topic.

What happened to our "only kids" mind under 10 years of age. At this age I remember myself "playing"  the only things I'd like to execute. I make friends in order to have someone to play with, nothing else.Today, it seems yesterday is gone totally in another*manner*.

If you're a parents today ask yourself will you allow your 10years old girl to use make up everyday? the answer is yours to think about. For my side "I don't think so that I may allow her". I am hoping for the best that I could teach my little girl good things in life. I need to struggle so that good attitude should follow.

she is trying

Cloudy Wednesday morning out from the garden birds are busy finding their foods. They are beautiful to look at jumping in the green grass. No people is around except those birds,so quite in this noon time. My daughter takes her noon sleep while I update this blog.

She was tired after jumping in her "jumperoo". I let her listened "Swedish kids songs" while I am in her side clapping my hands. She shows to follow my smile time to time I opened my mouth. We have so much fun together today, it's not weird she feel tired afterwards. I feel ache in my back as I notice,maybe because I carry her when I throw garbage outside.



yesterday picture I captured her new development

 When I breastfeed her I lay down besides her,since feel best for me a relax of my shoulder. Soon she will turning 6 months this "20th of April". So time goes... very fast. Yesterday, I saw her making an attempt to come up. Time to take away all dangerous things inside the house not even good to leave  her alone in the bed. Safety must go first!.

As she is trying hard at all. I have s feeling of I don't know - mixed emotion "mother sensitive moment"again.

family fun afternoon

We were out yesterday for our "premier fishing". My husband big interest is not to have fish in the table but he do it as "relaxation". The sun shining although late in the afternoon but it did not matter at all. We have a lucky weather in the half of the day. 1 year ago,I was pregnant and  on that time I did "fishing" too. I have a good time then throwing the fishing rod.


myself 1 year ago did fishing in the small river in the small town in Gothenburg



This time was different when you have small "baby". To have family bonding together in almost all acivities  is what I am happy for. It gives harmony in relationship in spite of some stress for daily life. In the background(picture) 3 weeks ago this ocean was still frozen as you can walk through it. At this time ice are melting totally evaporate.

Soon it will be summer another scen  i could imagine in this beautiful silent ocean.

look who is reading

Sunday morning mostly our relax and lazy day. We must enjoy every minute of the day in most of the time by setting in front of tv. Since morning my husband and myself read newspaper as part of our habbit. So here our little daughter wanted to read too.



what if we could understand what she said:)it may a wonderful experience as parent. She is so talkative and making loud noise. We observe her as social type kid when she grow up.



We just hope for the best of her. Right now she did not understand what she is doing but in the future she will be.

our family day

We have our family day today in my mother in-law. It was raining  the whole night, Saturday weather is not sunny at all. Although this  is my washing day still I need to be flexible of my time. Family bonding is important for both of us we agree to priorities it.

fast your seat belt!she's so calm and quite setting in her baby car seat. Wondering about of  what mommy doing, camera is not really her type because I cannot captured her sweet smile yet!

But mother...who is not in love of taking pictures every minute? all parents specially "mom" is crazy of doing it. Today is the first day that she wear spring outfit!it's warm in the air even though we have no sun shine today.

What I have

April.. April..we have almost half way of the year. My 5 months daughter grow as in  her  development chart. I t makes  me a proud parent. I gave her fruits in the morning,porridge during supper then breast feed the rest of it.It is true that mother do her best for family.



She's tied to me all the time. "mammig"as we called it in Swedish. She's in the period of her development that feel afraid with others face. A demanding stage that totally normal. Infant is so different some are maybe quite but not her. She likes to talk all the time and she has her own expression.

her teeth is on the way.. makes her whining in the night. thanks that their's bite ring it helps a lot.